Sunday, November 28, 2004
With Puffy Eyes
well, its 3.30 in the morning, but with everyone in the house asleep, finally some quiet time to recap all my daily happenings since i left OZ, back to the people i love in singapore. =)
Upon arriving i have been catching up on the different food i missed oh so very much when i was in aust. =) my bbq sambal sting ray, authentic chicken rice, hokkien mee.. =) its been good. But more importantly, its being with the people i love most.
Its been great, being away has made me realise how important my family really is in my life. Ive missed them to bits! in OZ, life is quiet. too quiet some times. true, im always bustling and busy, but at the end of the day, i do miss the hustle and bustle of home, where it Always noisy with my brother's continuous chatter, my mum's conversations, my dad's singing (though sometimes very irritating), my sister's laughter and occasional shrieking. =)
And not to forget, at last, being back with d. Being able to finally slip my hand into his, walk down the streets, laugh, talk, joke, and having him around me. Even though its only once a week due to NS, it still means the world to me, being able to finally be back with him. Though times have been hard, especially today, im exceptionally happy.
He fell asleep last night, while talking to me outta sheer exhaustion from camp, and i was slightly concerned if we were going to be able to meet up today, (sat) cause we made no concrete plans. never did i expect, at 11am, i got a phone call from d, and he asked, "so where do u want to meet me today?" so i answered groggily, cause i just woke up, "orchard", and he said, "what abt your place?" and i said "my place?", confused and still dazed from tumbling outta bed. and the next thing i knew, he was asking me to look out of my wondow, and there he was! standing at the top level of the multi-storey car park a few floors down, waving at me! =)
my jublilance was apparent. What a sweet, sweet surprise that absolutely made my day. he came up, and waited for me, while i showered and changed, before we headed out together for shopping, and later, to church together.
It was a great day, which emphasized how much i love him, and how happy we can be. =)
I Thank God for this happiness.
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|N| 3:48 AM|
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Saturday, November 06, 2004
Anxiety
Its always after dinner that i get this sudden pang of anxiousness and worry. I don't know why it happens, but it always does. Its queer, and i really detest it. it unsettles me and makes me blue, and its worse now, when all i'm thinking about, is going home. =(
back to my essay.
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|N| 7:22 PM|
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Chocolate-Filled Marshmallows
Have i mentioned how nice these taste? beneath the soft exterior is the even sweeter chocolate filling that is gorgeous. =)
With 2 essays due in a few days, im tired, and recovering with God's grace. He's been giving me inspiration and grace to do my essays too, thank God. =) almost done with one, hopefully it will be done in a few hours, and i can move on to the next essay in line.
I can't wait to get home, i can't wait for time to fly by, that i can wake up back home again, shopping with mum, resting and having fun, with the people i love. i miss everything back home. waking up in my room, walking to the kitchen, the swing in the living room, the sofa, even the lift that i take up and down everyday, causeway point, oh yes.... causeway point, the food from the hawker centres, my aunt's cute little car, and last but definitely not the least, spending time with darl.
in the mean time, back to work.
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|N| 4:05 PM|
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Friday, November 05, 2004
Healing Puppy
I've been weak and sick for the past few days, and today, i had to drag my lazy butt and brain to start on my impending essay. =P BLEAH!! the task at hand seems too much for me to bear, but i know God is here every step of the way.
I don't know how my life would be, without Him.
on an entirely different note, i really really am feeling homesick for the past few days. I think maybe its because i'm feelin poorly, i've been thinking of home a lot more, thinking of being back with my family, being back with my boyfriend. I've been missing him, a lot. i cant wait to be back home. i cant wait.
=)
in the mean time, back to the mundane essay.
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|N| 6:27 PM|
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
As Sick as a.....
It was a terrible night yesterday. My flu developed to a stage whereby I couldn't sit upright, and had to lie down, as it seemed as though my lungs and chest was constricting. I could hardly breathe, my chest and back hurt, and on top of that, i had a test to study for. i tried to push myself, and it reached a point where i was feeling extremely pukish on top of everything else.
God's grace is sufficient for me though, despite everything! from being sick, unable to study, my alarm clock did not go off! but I woke up at 8am Thank God for waking me, and studied until 11am. i picked questions, prayed and studied. Thank God, He carried me through it all. At the test, everything that i studied came out! Praise the Lord =)
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|N| 7:31 PM|
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